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We found out that Yuki did not eat any of the medicine given by the doctor. She gathered all the medicines and placed it in one big bottle. She knew she was going and she gave up her life. Her biujie ( cousin sister ) also found her diary. She left a last note, particularly [...]

A Moment Of Silent

I’m not gonna write anything today even my birthday reflection plan. My little sister Yuki passed away of leukemia today. I couldnt believe that the person I had looked up to had gone, I didnt even have the chance to say good bye to her. I will always remember her smile and voice. She will [...]

Memory Lane – Reflection Of My Life ( Day 15 )

Day15 – Age of 15. I spent 2 years ( Form 1 & Form 2 ) in the afternoon session and this year around in Form 3, it’s gonna be in the morning – meaning I have to get my ass up early in the morning. I remember clearly I was very actively involved in [...]

Memory Lane – Reflection Of My Life ( Day 14 )

Yesterday before I went to sleep, I wished I wouldn’t drool off with nitemare again. Fux it came back again last nite, and this time it’s even worse. I could strongly feel some shit is gonna happen soon, to me or someone who is fuxing close to me. I got up and could feel my [...]

Memory Lane – Reflection Of My Life ( Day 13 )

Day13 – Age of 13. The night before the first day of high school, I couldn’t sleep. I was too busy worrying. It’s gonna be the first day putting on a dark green color school pant ( dark green for secondary school and dark blue for primary school ). I worried about how I would [...]

Memory Lane – Reflection Of My Life ( Day 12 )

Notes: Double post. I updated with 2 entries, scroll down for Day 11 post. I was driving to work today when suddenly I passed an asshole cop that gave me the finger AKA the bird! I look at this cop while I’m driving by, and he lifts his hand to his window and gives me [...]

Memory Lane – Reflection Of My Life ( Day 11 )

Day11 – Age of 11. Life without commitment, without worries, without headache. Remember the time when all we need to do is just wake up in the morning, go to school, kick some ass in school, do homework, see TV, play, shit and sleep. Thing(s) I did on Day 11. Reflecting Day11 – Age of [...]

Memory Lane – Reflection Of My Life ( Day 10 )

Day10 – Age of 10. Was drunk like shit to update last nite, anyway here’s the shit. I would say this is the year where everything started. Imagine from the age of 10 – 18 8 fuxing years of chess. Throughout these whole fuxing 8 years, I’d been representing my school, states and country for [...]

Memory Lane – Reflection Of My Life ( Day 9 )

The nitemares have started again. I lie awake for hours, petrified of going to sleep. When I finally do sleep, it’s more like I drift off into this funny semi-conscious, semi-paralyzed state. And then it begins. So anyhow, I began to have the same nitemare again last nite. I was speeding and all of a [...]

Memory Lane – Reflection Of My Life ( Day 8 )

Quoted from the Bible : Matthew 20 Workers in the Vineyard 20:1 “For the kingdom of heaven is like a landowner who went out early in the morning to hire workers for his vineyard. And after agreeing with the workers for the standard wage, he sent them into his vineyard. When it was about nine [...]

Memory Lane – Reflection Of My Life ( Day 7 )

Day7 – Age of 7. This is the most critical year. This is the year I wish I could return back and patch back the biggest mistake I made in my entire life. The most critical and biggest mistake I made in my whole entire life is KNOWING THIS GUY ( MY BEST FRIEND ): [...]

Memory Lane – Reflection Of My Life ( Day 6 )

Day6 – Age of 6. I don’t really quite remember what happen when I was six. Thing(s) I did on Day 6. Reflecting Day6 – Age of 6 by “sleeping” since I can’t remember any shits when I was six. I am so fuxing tired, all I want for now is just SLEEEEEEEEP!!!

Memory Lane – Reflection Of My Life ( Day 5 )

Day5 – Age of 5. I started kindergarten when I was 5 years old. One of my earliest childhood memories that I could remember. Kindergarten was an interesting time for me. It was the time when I had to begin interfacing more with society and learning how to learn and work with others. It was [...]

Memory Lane – Reflection Of My Life ( Day 4 )

Well, after those unfavorable moments that come and still with me even at this point of time I decided not to rant anymore. But I just can’t keep myself not spilling out those annoyance inside. But come to think about it again, I am just a useless noisy bastard who is actually lamented myself. Being [...]

Memory Lane – Reflection Of My Life ( Day 3 )

Felt So Disgusted Cheating is the most dreaded event in a relationship or even friendship, since this defeats the purpose of having a commitment. But why do people cheat on their partners, friends or even the entire world? What drives them to go the distance and hurt someone whom they promised the stars and the [...]