In Loving Memory Of Yuki Lee

In Loving Memory Of Yuki Lee Er Qi

25th October 1987 – 30th July 2008

Creating and maintaining this page is a part of the grieving process and it allows me to feel as if I can still do something for my beloved little sister. She was just absolutely amazing and it makes me feel good because I know she changed the world. She really did. It is my hope and prayers that no other child will have to suffer from leukemia and a cure will be found.

Her Story

Yuki was born on 25th October 1987. She was a beautiful baby, the first girl and only child born in her family. She has no blood relationship with me but I treated her as my real little sister. I am the youngest in my family and have always wanted a younger brother or sister. I knew Yuki from an online game “RAN Online”. She gave me the joy of being an elder brother. Yuki was raised in Penang, Malaysia and after her mum passed away ( leukemia too ), she migrated to Taiwan with her father and auntie.

Yuki was a very loving and caring person. We chat on the phone almost every nite and hook up with each other on MSN most of the time. Like most brother’s and sister’s we would have our fights, but we never left or hung up the phone without saying “I Love You Sis” or “I Love You Bro”, I still tell her everyday, only I don’t hear “I Love You Bro” anymore. Yuki was a very independent girl. At her tender age, she went to school and work part time to support herself. She would report to me her daily activities and guys who are chasing after her. She was pretty.

Yuki lived a remarkable life, one that inspired me greatly. Her down to earth attitude, her sincerity and her kindness made her a wonderful person to know. She was patient and generous with her time and affection. She always took an interest in the people she met. She treated them with sincerity. She especially had a great perspective when it came to the little things, never displaying anger or impatience. Instead, she showed a great dignity and patience.

On April 2008, I lost contact with Yuki for about 2 weeks. No calls, no sms and I don’t see her online. I was curious and worried. Later i found out she collapsed on the street and was admitted to the hospital. I was told that she had leukemia. You can read my post here.

On July 2008, Yuki flew to UK for her operation and we totally lost contact.

On 20th July 2008 our precious left behind a family that loves her more than anything.

I’ll miss the news of her daily life, I’ll miss the stories of her surrounded by guys that wanted to woo her, I’ll miss the fun of her teasing me, I’ll miss the fear she had every time I wanted to knock her head, I’ll definitely miss her voice, I’ll miss her perspective and her gentle humor and I’ll miss the warmth she extended to everyone she met.

I will miss my mui dearly. But I will treasure her memory forever.

Memories Posted By Friends & Family

1) Ros
I remembered the day you told me you wanted to quit Ran Online to pursue your studies in Taiwan. I remembered I nagged you to study hard. Gambate and don’t disappoint your parents efforts as to be schooled overseas required a large sum of money. You whined like a small girl that you are and I laughed. Nagging you again and even *kok* your head virtually in the chat when you said your RAN ID’s level was so low and going to be stagnant when you go to Taiwan to study. I remembered you said you will study hard and delivered a smile to me.

I remembered when you were in Taiwan and we were chatted on msn. Telling me that exams were coming and they were so hard. I remembered I encouraged you to study hard, wished you best of luck and to do you best. You said you would.

The day Marcus told me that you had blood cancer, I felt sadden. How can someone that we knew had such bad fate. I remembered consoling Marcus and researching what are the odds and treatments for it. The optimistism you that you have portrayed was strongly etched into my mind.

With your passing, all these have become just a memory. Though your life was short lived and you have gone to God, you have left small little footprints in our heart, making you live forever in our memory. A memory of a small girl that put on a brave front despite the obstacles that her little body had to face head on with. With a heavy heart, I tried to console myself with the thought that you are finally at peace, your soul free from pain and that you are happy but talk is cheap. Tears flow down my face whenever a memory of you came up.

Be happy in the sky our little ixs angel for you will always be shinning down upon us. Remembering you always.

2) Caroline Lee
From the start our rapport true not oni cousin sister cause im allready treat you it’s my real sister cause ur smile always will give people a warm your voice always make people feel so sweet. you are the only one for us when u calling me jie. don’t you know that you always give me a strong feeling sigh when you are not here i’m become lonely. you promise me that you will not leave me untill the day i agree your dad say that can if can choose he wanna die that it’s him not you. we all so love you cause of everytime ur decision will be a gd choice but sigh this time its in your whole life the big wrong decidedly. i will always love you my dearly sister. hope you can have a peace wonderfull life in your next furture coming life but the most important hope that you can born again in our family and bring us a happinese & warm again. we miss you so much.

3) Renyi
Hope you rest in peace Yuki …

Yuki, this girl met in this game call RAN. My first RAN sis, cute and sweet, =)

Too bad we kinda “lost contact” after she moved to Taiwan.

There are billions of ppl in this world, I’m glad we met each other. Thanks for happy moments we have together, thanks for letting me be part of your life, so I can drop a msg here.

Seems like u left alot of good memories here, hope u’ll b a cute angle and bless us, your frens and family =p

4) LuvMe4ever
yuki…. 30th July2008 is a memberence of although u had pass away on 30th July 2008, but u are always inside my heart cux u were already a part of my friendship circle although we knew each other only for 1 year…

i appreciate that u were a part of my life once cause we always share the laughter and the sadness through the net n sms.. u told me that u are fighting wif the sickness that u are having now and u ask me to cheer up cux u know im sad and u say u will be fine in the medical centre in taiwan..

u always ask me to send u jokes sms to cheer u up cux u know u cant even speak through the phone nor reply my sms back to me… but u know i am always there for u to cheer u up… sometimes u aso reply my sms although u dont hv the strenght to press the keypads but u still manage to reply a short sms wif you feelings…

i remember i promised u that i will go out wif u once u recover from your sickness but i never even thinking that i will lose u.. now im regrettably sorry that i cant implement the promise that i gave to u… im so sorry yuki… im so so sorry that i cant implement the promise that i gave it to u… im so shock that i saw eri’s and ros’s title n i nearly cry out loud in the office while im working… cux my beloved yuki pass away while ur cousin sis caroline told me that u had been send to UK for further treatment…

But now all its over yuki.. now u can rest in peace for sure cux me n ixs guild know u are brave enuf to face the battle for living.. but although u had lose the battle but the war just only begun.. just let the Father of Heaven guide u and take care of you when u are wif him because our faith is on His hand and He will arrange the further live for u yuki….

yuki.. u are always in my heart… take care n so loong for ever….

from beloved luvme4ver Leo

5) Jan Karen De’Costa
Yuki may u rest in peace…

You’re in God’s arms already…no more suffering from leukemia and chemotherapy sessions for u…You are beautiful as an angel always in my memory my sweet love…

Sorry that I didn’t planned my Taiwan trip earlier so I can embrace you in my arms warmly…

Thanks for your help and lending ears when I needed someone to listen…you came to me like a angel comforting me when no one wanted to listen and talk to me and when everyone saw me as a Sinner…

Thanks for being such a sweet heart whenever I was sad…Some how you have the abilities to know that I was sad or down…and you’re always there…

Thanks for being a part in my life…I will remember your sweet chats with me…

I love you Yuki…

You’re always be in my mind…

Condolences From Friends & Family

eXdarGold Rest In Peace August 11, 2008
I may not know you before but you have my condolences. Rest in peace…..

Meimei31 ~Footprints in Our Heart~ August 7, 2008
Here, i attached my heartfelt warm condolence..
Although i din knew you earlier but my intuition tell me u r kind and sweet like angel~!
May rest in peace and have a happy moment in next life… Everyone of us will remember you coz u left footprints in out heart.. Go Bless you~

LonelyBen Rest In Peace August 4, 2008
Arg… i feel so down… miss u so much YUKI… T_T

pidam May God Bless You August 4, 2008

I can feel the sadness of everybody that loving Yuki thats make me feel the same..
God Bless You, We all will accompanying you too in the Heaven so dont be so sad…
Yours Sincerely

@iwah Always in our heart August 3, 2008
Yuki, although i dunno much about but I can feel tht ur a very loving & caring person.. Rest In Peace…

SupremeMike rest in peace!!! August 2, 2008
YukiGod even we not noe each other,but may god bless u all the time… and rest in peace….

StaRfLy3r R,I.P August 1, 2008
Rest In Peace….

XxHaruhixX my condolence August 1, 2008
I give my condolence…
im deeply sadden by this news, but i hope you as one of her top beloved person will stay strong as ever and god knows she will be relieved to know that all of her loved ones will continue to be happy…
We shall all cherish the memories we have with her and for that she will always be with us….
God Bless
By XxHaruhixX

efunrox Love You Forever July 31, 2008
Yuki, we will love you forever and will always remember you.

Candles Lifted By Friends

07/31/2008
Ivan
Yuki….. y u wanna leave us …… wat ever oso can settle… u know we how miss u???

07/31/2008
Caroline Lee
Yuki…. hope tat u will see wat ever ur fren n ur lovely eri kor done for u hope ur next life will come true wat u hope~ miss u

07/31/2008
Charlson
Yuki mui.. we’ve know each other for years.. and im glad that i can have you as my friend. i’ll miss you forever..

07/31/2008
efunrox
Yuki, you will always stay in my heart and will never ever forget you

07/31/2008
Ros08
Yuki, you always put on a brave front despite your leukemia thats hurting your entire body. Remembering this little angel always.

07/31/2008
Marcus Teng
Mui, you will always be in kor’s heart and kor promise you to live my life to the fullest.

08/01/2008
King
Mui~ kor really cannot be accepted this its the true u give us the memories really cannot being erase love u much miss u 2

08/01/2008
vivian
Yuki jie ~~ can u come find vivian ma let vivian meet u for a while vivian edi so happy le pls…..

08/01/2008
joey
Yuki…… joey miss u so much ~ pls tell me this not a true

07/31/2008
cmeekee
I cannt belive tht,u so sweet however, rest in peaceful!u will live in our life forever.

07/31/2008
GolupoSexy @ Welson
Yuki… I’ll treasure every moment we went through while playing RAN together.. I’ll remember and miss you always…

07/31/2008
SvinzZ
Yuki, the memories u bring to everyone will always there.. may u rest in peace little angel .

07/31/2008
Philip
I thought Marcus joked, but oh well, it really ended up like this. Really shocked tho, may ur soul blessed and rest in peace.

07/31/2008
Suki
Omg sis ur always happy going type y u left us.. swt.. so shocked… May u Rest in Peace. Regards ,

07/31/2008
Derek
So miss the day when u call me dear so miss the day when we play around in ran so miss ur voice so miss ur smiling face…i love u

08/01/2008
Arlene
Although we havent got the chance to know each other, I hope you rest peacefully in heaven.May God bless you. With Regards,Arlene.

08/01/2008
17
Be in heaven, be an angel, be in memory, be remembered

08/01/2008
veni
Yuki..i remember you since we went in lvling & pk together..You are my lovely in my heart.God bless you & Rest in peace.

08/01/2008
Michael
Mei.. u r alwiz such a sweet n lovely mei to me..u will alwiz be remembered by us in our heart..GOD bless u n rest in peace mei!!

08/01/2008
yao yao
Lao po.. no matter how.. u must stay happy ya. u will be always in my heart. miss you…

08/01/2008
skents
Yuki… im just knew you for few day in the hospital but im sure that you are Gd gal always bring happinese to other miss you…..

08/01/2008
Crazy Sozai
If your cousin no tell me me also dunno that this kind of thing happening on you yuki you always in my mind keep think

08/01/2008
Jan Karen De’Costa
Yuki…you will always be remembered and missed by everyone around you…Rest in peace my little sweet angel…

08/01/2008
Fel
Dearest Yuki, you shall be well loved and remembered by many in our hearts. God bless you and rest in peace.

08/04/2008
Kong Wah
I will miss you Forever

08/02/2008
Triden
Even dat we dint noe each other in Ran, but i still want to wish u Rest In Peace… N God Bless U~~~ (T(oo)T)

08/02/2008
derick lee
Although u dont know me,yuki, rest in peace. ur friends ur relatives ur family always remember u. God Bless You

08/02/2008
Danny aka Im2Cute
You will always be remembered. God bless.

08/02/2008
aileen
Yuki..u will always be in my hearts and memories. May God bless you during this time and always. With love and sympathy.

08/01/2008
ChrisV/Flame@Alan
Yuki sor mui..u will be remembered in my heart for long time …may god bless u n rest in peace T_T

08/01/2008
XxHaruhixX
The Ran community will remember u always…You are the bravest girl i’ve seen..May GOd be wit u

08/01/2008
Renyi
Auld Lang Syne and rest in peace Yuki …

08/01/2008
Witchy
You are in god’s arm now.. Spread your wings and fly yuki.. we will miss you..

08/04/2008
Jenny Chong
Rest in peace

08/04/2008
KY
Last memory for me.. sorry for everything wat happen…I will miss u always..Plz appear in my dream..i really wan chat with u.

08/04/2008
KY
Anyway i know is imposibble 2 return fake.i feel i like talking a crap.May God Bless u,Hope u can find me in my dream.im waiting u

08/04/2008
KY
U know tat , i still have many thing wan talk 2 u..Y u duwan hear doctoc advice?y need suffer alone?U know tat i still waiting u

08/04/2008
KY
Sorry yuki , sorry yuki , plz forgive me.. y duwan waiting me? i hope all thing can reverse back like last time.I very Regreat

08/04/2008
KY
Yuki.thx ur last word 2 me.. i realize tat i done many wrong thing 2 u and lie u.i really sad.I will rmb ur name 4ever in my heart

08/04/2008
SnowyPriestess
Yuki..u will always be in my hearts and memories..God Bless You

08/04/2008
LuvMe4ever – Leo
Yuki.. we share the laughter n sadness together.. its now only the memories between u n me & i will keep it 4ever n ever..

08/04/2008
pidam
I’ll not delete ur nickname in my ran friend list coz that the only the precious memory left for me.. -MAY GOD BLESS YOU-

08/12/2008
Nimu@Nimahl
Rest In Peace My Friend…U are An Angel

08/11/2008
eXdarGold
Rest in peace

08/07/2008
Meimei31
Hye Yuki, I might dun know you in Ran, but then i felt sad n sorry tho due to this sad new.U left footprint in our hearts.Rip~~

08/07/2008
Loon
Although I never knew you, may you rest in peace.

08/06/2008
Sieyah & Siepah
God bless U,May you rest in peace.To all dun let your sweet memories gone.Hargai la kawan semasa adanya.

08/06/2008
ariestan
Yuki don’t know you still remember me or not.. just drop by and wish you happiness in the other life. may god alwayz be wit u.

08/06/2008
Renzen
Although I ks u before,u still not mad at me…u r an angel,may god bless u 4eva…

08/04/2008
Tsunamizu
Yuki… You will always in our memories.

08/04/2008
Shimiky
Sis Yuki, whatever happen, I will remember our fond memories together. May you rest in peace.